I know that every one might read my essay, but I don't mind. First. I will start my essay about fear that live inside people.Fear from everything around them. Fear from the past .Fear from the present and fear from the future.We all have this moment when we expose to this fear, and maybe from the nearest people around us.
I was 17 years old, when I faced this fear from my beloved father , and I said beloved because I love him so much.When my father insisted to let me marry to some one I did not see him only for one time, just because he was rich and he was his cousin.How you can let two people met for only few times to get marry and have a family.
And because Iwas young I could not say no.I lived my life.I went to college . I had two children,but inside my self I was not happy. Something inside me always say no.Untile I grow up and my mind and my brain grow up with me.I decided to make my choise.I decicded to take this step that I always wanted to take, but I could'nt.
When I came to the United states, my whole life changed.I made up my mind that, this is the right choise for me to take. I choose to live by my self. I got ride of that fear which lived in me for a long time. I got seperated . I live by my self now . I found unagreement in the begining, but after a while.I got support from all people that live around me even my father.Now Igo to college and I work full time .In the begining it was not easy for me or my kids, but life goes by. Time is the best treatment to any problem. Just try to be your self. Don't fake the others with fake feelings, you don't have it inside you. Live your life with your own mind .Don't let any one controll you.Get ride of that fear inside you. live happy.When you feel that you did what you always wanted. You will live happy with your family, friends even with your self.I hate fear and I got ride of it.
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